Not all days do I ponder on what is happeningand stored in my heart. Today, well yesterday, was my day off. I slept till eleven and continued to relax till two. Upon arising I recognized that I not only felt content physically but also on a spiritual level. At this moment I have been reflecting. Reflecting on what, you may ask.. I would respond .. ''on life''. I carry many burdens. Many of which I am not even aware of. I think of those I care about, my dreams, my memories, my faults, and who I am as a person. I do know that I have much to do in my life, but at times lack the motivation. (I know that this blog entry is random, But I felt like writing.) I am confused and lost with some of the aspects of my life and hope to find some clarity at writing a bit. I talked with one of my Aunts today. I do not have a strong bond with my extended family. I hope to change that some day. Although it has been about three years since I've spoken with this aunt, I still felt my heart go out to her as i talked with her. I get jealous of some of my friends and of the strong bonds they have with the members of their families... I want that. I am striving to establish that with my own.
There is so much to improve on,.. but isn't that why we are here on earth. ;) (picture of me at the Grand Canyon)
